we are searching for donuts and this is our band of the same name
coming soon to a metal party near and you and possibly to seedy pubs and not so seedy youth clubs..

Memories saved
memories played
you set me up for the future
with your love so pure

You will always be in my heart
because you were there from the start
You lead me into the brave world
then you went into the cold night

Hello

People are always seeming to ask me how I am
I never know how to answer them
Do I lie and say that Am okay?
or do I take a moment and think
how the fuck am i going to answer

2009 Has been the most eventful year
That will take a lifetime no longer to recover
But there has been fun in the immense and bitter pain
Brought a boat brought a new car Fulltime work
and a gorgeous full time partner to spend my spare time with

I just wish mum was there to see me grow up
the pain has only really seemed to set in
the grieving process is a bitch
I know that it is real now

well i own a boat now

need to start focusing on the good things in life

rather than be angry with what could have been rather than what is not or should be

gotta start dealing with the fact that a loved one is going to die

Fishing for 6 hours straight in a tiny boat that gets rowed with oars catching nothing meeting up with his best friend then falling alseep on the grass rod in hand then going home to a steak dinenr then going to his real home to sleep hehehehehhehehe im loving some aspects of my love right now